Monday, February 28, 2011

Talk in Sacrament

Yesterday Clint and I had the opportunity to speak in our new ward.  We were given the topic of the 'Function of the Holy Ghost' and I ended up concentrating on how and what it means for the Holy Ghost to sanctify.  Clint was sick all week with a horrible fever but luckily felt well enough to go to church and gave the most beautiful impromptu talk citing specific and personal examples.  I think it went well and we received several comments and compliments about how much people had learned and how they had felt the spirit.  I hope that's true.  I've gone ahead and posted (below) my talk.  It's not exactly what I said but it is the notes I used while standing at the podium, Gweny next to me directing or signing as I spoke.  Luckily her presence helped and people enjoyed having her there...I enjoyed not be the total center of attention and having her share the spotlight with me. :)  Hopefully you enjoy it.

I’m going to take just a moment to introduce myself, I’ll let Clint take care of his own introductions.  My name is Cynthia but you can call me Cindy.  I generally answer to almost anything if it's nice. :) I’m from a small town near Champaign, Illinois although I’ve lived overseas and in Florida.  I was introduced to the church when I was ten and moved in with my father, step-mother and their family.  I have four brothers and five sisters and nine nieces and nephews.  Clint and I met through a friend when we were both working at UVSC, she felt like we needed to meet so set up a very successful blind date and eight months later we were married in the Salt Lake City Temple eight months later.  We've been married now for 9.5 years.  We’ve lived in Provo and Saratoga Springs and both have Bachelor degrees through UVU.  Clint is currently working on his Master’s degree in Organizational Communication and I’m enjoying being at home with our 3.5 year old Gwenyth.  We were blessed with Gweny in 2007 about an hour after her birth in Louisiana after being chosen by her birth mother. We’ve always talked about moving to Blanding to raise Gweny and any other children that come along so when the opportunity arose we jumped at the chance.
President Faust quotes Elder Parley P. Pratt during his March 2000 First Presidency Message  regarding the function of the Holy Ghost:  “It quickens all the intellectual functions; increases, enlarges, expands and purifies all the natural passions and affections; and adapts them, by the gift of wisdom, to their lawful use. …it inspires virtue, kindness, goodness, tenderness, gentleness and charity.  It develops beauty of person, form and feature.  …It develops and invigorates all the facilities of the physical and intellectual man.  It strengthens, invigorates, and gives tone to the nerves.  In short, it is, as it were, marrow to the bone, joy to the heart, light to the eyes, music to the ears, and life to the whole being.”  Persons enjoying these gifts have “light of their countenances,” and their presence is “a warm glow of pure gladness and sympathy.” (The Need for Balance In Our Lives, President James E. Faust).  The Holy Ghost is described as a comforter, revelator, teacher and sanctifier.  These are His four functions although we tend to concentrate only on His ability to comfort us in our time of need, as He did for me this week when my daughter became very sick with a high fever.  He is also well-known for his ability to provide inspiration and revelation to those who seek it.  If we listen He can also teach us truths that we may not have noticed before or were unwilling to learn.  Many people may not realize or understand His function as a “Sanctifier”.  I hope that by the end of this talk the impression to share this aspect of the Holy Ghost will result in a better understand of one of the sacred functions of our constant companion.
                According to Dictionary.com when used as a verb to sanctify means (1) to make holy; set apart as sacred; consecrate (2) to purify or free from sin (3) to impart religious sanction to; render legitimate or binding (4) to entitle to reverence or respect and (5) to make productive of or conducive to spiritual blessing.  The Holy Ghost fulfills all of these definitions if we allow Him to. 
                There are several steps that must be undertaken in order to receive this gift and therefore be sanctified by the Holy Ghost.  In Doctrine & Covenants 39:6 it states:  “And this is my gospel—repentance and baptism by water, and then cometh the baptism of fire and the Holy Ghost, even the Comforter, which showeth all things, and teacheth the peaceable things of the kingdom.”  First you must repent of anything that may prevent you from leading a Christ-like life, part of repentance is forsaking that sin and promising Heavenly Father never to do it again, or strive to avoid that sin. 
Baptism by immersion is then performed so that we may have  a remission (or erasing) of our sins, so that once we emerge from the water we are clean and spotless thus completing the repentance process we under-took when we decided to join the church. In the 4th Article of Faith the third item listed is “Baptism by immersion for the remission of sins.”  Once this step is completed we are then able to obtain the fourth item in the list, another baptism – “The Laying on of hands for the gift of the Holy Ghost”.
This is sometimes referred to in the scriptures as a baptism by fire which is specifically addressing the laying on of hands and the gift of the Holy Ghost.  Fire is generally a symbol for cleansing, purifying, and sanctifying.  After baptism has cleansed you of your sins you are then given the gift of the Holy Ghost to be a constant companion as well as to sanctify you.  As I mentioned earlier, sanctification means to “make holy”, by receiving this gift you not only have that constant companion you have also been made holy.  Each of us is a son or daughter of God and are given this beautiful tabernacle we call a body.  Many choose to do things which defile it, this can be something as obvious as taking in substances which can create a dependence or as subtle as reading books or watching movies that plant immodest thoughts in our brain.  By doing these things we are in a sense polluting that which has been made holy through the Gift of the Holy Ghost.
Each of us is sacred to our Father in Heaven and to Jesus Christ.  If we understood how precious we are to Them I believe that we would think twice about how we treat ourselves and those around us.  Children are blessed to be unaccountable for their sins until the age of eight when they are given the choice to be baptized; once baptized you are taking the name of Jesus Christ upon you, promising that you will do your best to live a life worthy of Him.  Upon receiving the Holy Ghost you are given tools to use so that you may return to Him.  They are both so proud of each of us for choosing to come to Earth that they wanted to give us these tools, They wanted to remind us of how precious and of great worth we are to Them that they sent the Holy Ghost to us if we would accept him.  This is only part of the function of sanctification that the Holy Ghost fulfills.  As hands are placed upon us and we receive this gift we are made holy and sacred not only in His sight but in ours as well.
Another part of the sanctification that the Holy Ghost imparts is to purify and free us from sin.  This is not a one-time blessing, for which I am truly grateful.  Through the ordinances we have participated in we can renew the promises we made at baptism by partaking of the sacrament.  Through this and through the repentance process the Holy Ghost is able to purify us so that we can remain a “spotless white” as the scriptures have advised.  We are here upon the earth to learn and sometimes through that process we make mistakes that then bind us to habits or substances that are in direct opposition to the commandments of God.  Once we recognize our addictions and begin to take steps to release their incredible hold the Holy Ghost can assist us through this act of sanctification and help free us from sin.  The process is not easy or pleasant in many cases but the end result, eternal life with our family, is definitely worth it.  The Holy Ghost, through his companionship and guidance, will alert you to when you are about to make a mistake and in many cases will inspire you as to how you should begin your repentance process.
The Holy Ghost’s third function under sanctification is to impart religious sanction or assist in binding our promises and covenants that we’ve made with Heavenly Father.  When baptized we promise to take upon the name of Jesus Christ, and always remember Him.  What this means is that by word and deed we are representatives of Jesus Christ.  It is not surprising that many people choose to work with Latter-Day Saints because we are known as an honest and law abiding people.  By not using profanity, dressing immodestly, or using addictive substances we are fulfilling this promise made at baptism.  At baptism we are then promised that if we take upon the name of Jesus Christ and always remember Him He promises to always have His Spirit to be with us.  This Spirit is the Holy Ghost in one of His many capacities.  Once we enter the temple and participate in the sacred ordinances there other covenants are made and the Holy Ghost binds these promises between us and Heavenly Father.  Part of sanctification is this binding process.  If we fulfill our part of the covenant then because of the sanctifying power of the Holy Ghost Heavenly Father will then fulfill all of His promises.
The fourth function of sanctification of the Holy Ghost is to entitle that which is sanctified to reverence and respect.  These traits are often thought of as only pertaining to Heavenly Father, Jesus Christ, the Apostles, or others with leadership roles within the church but this also refers to you.  Each of us is entitled to reverence and respect.  What exactly does this mean?  Within our relationships we should treat each other with respect.  Husbands and wives should show each other proper respect and reverence for each of their individual roles.  Thus far there have been at least seventy-five (75) talks given in various General Conferences on the marriage relationship.  Some of the titles of the talks given are “Priesthood Authority in the Family and the Church”, “Celestial Marriage”, “Nurturing Marriage”, and “Slow to Anger”.   It is sad to realize that many married couples do not show each other the proper respect or reverence that they deserve or are entitled to.  There have also been at least 175 talks given in General Conference on “family relationships”.  Titles include “Fathers and Sons: A Remarkable Relationship”, “Mothers and Daughters”, “The Importance of Family” and “Friendship: A Gospel Principle”.  Each of us performs various roles within our families.  Some of these roles include sisters, brothers, mothers, fathers, daughters, sons , aunts, uncles, wives and husbands – just to name a few.  Each of these roles performs vital functions and as such should be given proper reverence and respect. 
The fifth function the Holy Ghost provides through sanctification is to make us productive or conducive to spiritual blessings.  The Holy Ghost opens the way for each of us to be more receptive to those spiritual blessings that Heavenly Father has promised us.  Some of these blessings may include a deeper understanding or appreciation for the scriptures, a testimony of the truthfulness of the First Vision, the gift of learning topics (specifically languages) quickly, or the ability to love those around you regardless of what wrongs they may have done to you.  Some of these blessings may come to you naturally and may be an inherent part of your personality while others you may have to work on.  Heavenly Father provides us with spiritual and temporal blessings as He sees fit but having the Gift of the Holy Ghost, by his sanctification, opens the pathway for us to receive and recognize these blessings if we are open to His teachings.
The Holy Ghost is an amazing companion and we are lucky to have him.  Not only does he provide comfort, revelation, and knowledge but He also reminds each and every one of us that we are Daughters and Sons of God blessed with holy tabernacles deserving of respect and reverence for the various roles and functions we perform.  He assures us that if we do all that we should be doing that Heavenly Father is bound to keep His promises to us.  We can each free ourselves from sin and the chains of addiction.  The Holy Ghost is vital to our success upon the Earth as we constantly strive to return to our Father in Heaven.  The sanctification provided by the Holy Ghost will assist us in this most righteous and worthwhile endeavor.  I say these things in the name of Jesus Christ, Amen.

Saturday, February 19, 2011

Adventure is out there!

Yep, we've been watching 'UP' a lot lately but it's so true!  Over the last month we have made some pretty drastic changes in our lives.  We moved to SouthEastern Utah and are living with Clint's mom!  It's amazing how it all happened.  One thing just lead to another and we felt that this was the best thing for our family.  We are enjoying our time here and have been kept busy by unpacking, organizing, completing several projects for his mom around the house, potty training Gweny, taking her to Pre-School at the Elementary school, and substitute teaching for the school district. 

Small town life is quite a bit different than living in the Orem-Provo area.  There's no traffic or pollution.  It takes five minutes or less to get anywhere in town.  We have family almost right next door (just around the corner) right next to the cutest library ever.  You can see the sunrise when it's supposed to and not later - no mountains to block it.  There is one mountain and tons of canyons.  Gweny gets to go to the playground several times a week, she goes to preschool twice a week, and she is now officially potty trained (at least during the day). 

Overall life is really good.  I don't miss Wal-Mart or Target or all the other distractions.  It's nice to be able to read and write almost whenever I want.  I love having Clint around and will miss him when his interpreting gigs start to pick up.  To be honest I do miss my friends a lot.  That has been the hardest thing for me but I know that this will get better as I put myself out there.  I've met a lot of people through subbing and church so it's only a matter of time right?  Due to other circumstances I'm no longer a demonstrator for Stampin Up! but will occasionally post to that blog.  Instead I've decided to have a blog about something that I'm passionate about:  books.  Be on the lookout for that. :)

Monday, May 3, 2010

Surgeons and Doctors and Nurses...Oh My!

It's been a bit longer than what I was hoping for but I have good reasons! I promise! Over the last few weeks I have been (seemingly) inundated with doctors. The first I told you about: the vet. The next one was for me, about a week and a half ago I came down with SEVERE allergies. They were so intense and so fast that I didn't plan well enough and ended up with double ear infections and a ruptured ear drum. If you have never had an ear infection let me just say it feels like someone is stabbing you in the ear with a long thin sharp object "OUCH!". If you have never had a ruptured ear drum this is how I described it to Clint "It sounded and felt like someone set off a bomb in my ear." It was loud and extremely painful. Currently I'm 10 days from the initial infection and am finishing up my antibiotics but still can't really hear out of my right ear. I ended up at Urgent Care on Saturday around noon when the pain hadn't subsided, I didn't know (for sure) that I'd ruptured an eardrum but when you are draining blood out of your ear it's a pretty good indication. Anyway, he gave me the antibiotics and it took six days for the draining to stop, the blood stopped after about three days.

Then on Monday I went to the surgeon's appointment with Clint's mom, Kathleen, about her gastric bypass surgery that was to take place on Wednesday. All of her tests were okay except her EKG which he didn't like so he has postponed her surgery. She goes to a cardiologist tomorrow (Tuesday) so we will see what happens. That appointment was from 8:00am - 1:00pm...really, really long!

On the following Wednesday Gweny looked at me and whether it was on purpose or accident she swallowed a coin she'd put in her mouth and showed me. Needless to say we went to her pediatrician. It made it past her esophagus and into her stomach and they told me to watch for it in her poo. Gross. I haven't seen it yet but she's had a bit of diarrhea so I wasn't going to go looking for buried treasure in that mess.

So there it is. Surgeons, vets, pediatricians, nurses, waiting rooms, blah! I'm excited to go through a non-doctor stretch for a while, my next follow-up is on May 16, 2010, so we will see how I'm progressing. Hopefully that's the last one for awhile, unless Kathleen gets to have surgery soon. :)

Friday, April 23, 2010

Being a parent doesn't extend to just human kids...



For anyone that knows us even a little bit you realize that Daisy (our dog) is a huge part of our life. I'm pretty sure that some people think we are crazy but that's their problem right? LOL Anyway, we have had Daisy for seven years and figure she is about eight. Anyway, we started feeling lumps on various parts of her body (under her armpits, on her chest (near the 'magic swirl'), her low back, and on her head. They didn't seem to bother her but they seemed to multiply since we didn't notice any about a month-and-a-half to two months ago. We were so worried that she had cancer or something horrible (she's our 'first born' so we were pretty freaked). Well, we took her to the vet and one lump was a bug bite (which we figured), two (under her armpits) are fatty deposits (she's 5 lbs overweight), and the others are because...my puppy is getting old. ::sniff:: I guess it happens to the best of us. The vet said the others are benign so no cancer but that some dogs as they age get these lumps and we are supposed to make sure they don't change in size or color.

It's just weird to think that she is old enough to have this happen to her. Clint is going to start taking her on his runs several times a week so that should help with some of the lumps, although, the vet said that they won't go away completely. I'm just glad she's okay. I love that dog and I'm glad she's okay. Here's to another 7 years! Love that dog.

Thursday, April 15, 2010

And the Prodigal Daughter Returns...

Yep, I'm back! A lot has happened and I've decided to renew my efforts at a blog. I've updated the title because the last one didn't really fit. I've decided to celebrate all of the little things that happen in life...and some of the big ones too. Some people don't believe in random happenings and some do. Some call it fate others providence...I think it's just circumstances that happen in our lives. Sometimes it's based on our choices (good and bad) and other times it's Heavenly Father answering our prayers.

A month ago I underwent a huge life change. I had gastric bypass on March 19, 2010 and am almost one month out. My reasons for making this rather drastic change are so multi-faceted but ultimately it was a selfish decision. I could see my life and health spiraling downward and felt that the best solution was to make a HUGE change...so I did. I want to be here a LONG time, to watch Gweny grow up, to have grand kids and to sit on a porch in a rocking chair with my amazing husband. It took awhile to get the insurance stuff together and the support of some pretty amazing people (without whom I wouldn't have been able to have the surgery) but I did it and I have NO regrets. As of today I've lost 34lbs and am feeling great. I ran after Gweny today and wasn't as winded as I normally would have been. It's difficult getting used to little food but I'm feeling better so I'm happy to make that change. I'm looking forward to being more active and I know that Clint will support it.

I attempted to get into Grad school but it didn't happen. It was probably for the best though so that I can concentrate on myself and my current plans. I have officially given up on hearing back from the author of the book I wrote an adaptation (screenplay) for. He has had it since late Sept/ early Oct and I've never heard anything. One thing I did find out was that they are making a movie of the book and he has gone through someone elese...I imaging that this is my feedback from him. I decided that instead of wasting valuable energy on something that didn't work out I would work on my novel. It's going well, I've written almost fifty pages so far and am LOVING where the story is going. Right now it is in the development stage and eventually I'll go back through and add more details etc. I also recently signed up to be a demonstrator with Stampin' Up! and I'm super excited. It is just a fun way to let out another part of my creativity and I am looking forward to really getting that going. Finally, I am still teaching. I am teaching one class this summer and two in the Fall. It is a joy to go and teach and watch the light bulbs go off above their heads. The Spring semester is almost done which means the crunch is here. I also have an editing job I'm finishing up and will probably send it out tomorrow.

Clint is an amazing husband who works three jobs so that I don't have to go full-time. He seems to enjoy them but I know he would like to be home more. Perhaps one of the endeavors I've undertaken will eventually allow that. He is gearing up for the racing season but it's been a bit slow with the sicknesses and surgeries that have been happening. In December he had his shoulder worked on and so far it has healed wonderfully. Hopefully this means that he will be able to do a triathlon and not be worried about the swimming aspect.

Gweny continues to grow and is 27.8lbs (as of two days ago). She has NO fear which keeps me on my toes and is the smartest little 2.5 year-old I've ever met. She speaks in complete sentences, is very courteous (most of the time), dances, sings, does somersaults, draws, and enjoys giving hugs and kisses. She and Daisy are still best friends and are wonderful together. She is content to stay in diapers and hasn't been interested in her big girl panties for several months. Hopefully she will gain an interest soon.

So there it is. My life in a nutshell. I can't complain, life really is great. I feel like I'm finally coming into my own as a mom, wife, and woman. It's about freakin' time!

Friday, October 2, 2009

Dreams

This morning I woke from the following dream:

I was being held against my will by a tall man who smelled of feces, at one point he was 'mucking' out the area where we went to the bathroom. There was another person there, a boy. I remember him sitting next to me and talking to me and me trying to move away from him but couldn't. Everything was filthy, the sheet I was wrapped in, the couch, the room, him, everything. He had a scraggly beard and looked to be about 40 years old. Later in the dream he realized that someone was coming and I was warned not to tell him (the guest) what had happened. The guest arrived and it was Clint, he sat with me not realizing that I was being held against my will. He didn't seem to care or know about the filth nor was he curious about the filthy sheet I was wrapped in. Because the authorities had discovered the 40-year-old man we set me and the boy free but only after hubby received a FedEx from the authorities (I kept imagining pictures of Hitler). Finally we walk out and I keep commenting to Clint about how nice it is outside and how happy I am to be there....trying to hint to him that I haven't been out in a long time. He doesn't notice. We get to an apartment building and there are a few men there with one woman. She is talking to each, there are about five men, saying she knows how to make each happy then she turns to one and she is unsure how to make him happy. He smiles and the feeling is that he loves her unconditionally. The men and woman start to talk to Clint, the woman starts flirting with him. He alternately appears heavy and thin and shows her how much weight he has lost. I walk away from the group, sad.

This is when I wake up. It's probably *just a dream* but it has stuck with me. I can't shake it...

Saturday, August 22, 2009

Musically Inclined

So I'm starting to think that Gweny is musically inclined. She is so cute! She dances and sings all the time. She was just dancing with Clint in the kitchen. A few days ago I was listening to music and she started to sing a song by Paramore...I think I must listen to them too much. :) In the mornings I will find her sitting in the rocking chair in her room singing songs. Some of the songs that she sings are 'Twinkle Twinkle Little Star', I Am A Child Of God', 'Who's That Baby', and 'You Are My Sunshine'. She sings all the time and I can tell it brings her so much joy, not to mention me. She also loves anything that plays music. She has several music toys but her favorite is a little keyboard my mom gave her for her first birthday. She plays with it during our 3-mile walk every day. She's a smart and sweet girl and I hope that this continues. I hope she loves music as much as I do...but that she has more talent for it than I do. :)